It hurts to know that the person you love, don't love you know more or at all. It hurts to see the person you love with someone else after you devoted your life to them.But what really hurt is to SEE THE PERSON YOU LOVE, LOVE SOMEONE ELSE......and that person is not you. There has been numerous of times when I've been hurt and never got over it. But my first love I got over after he done something that I will never forget. They say "never love someone if you have a gutty feeling about them".... should I believe that? what if I have that gutty feeling, but don't break it off with him and I say those three magic words, " I LOVE YOU". and in the long run our relationship is everything I expected. But on the other hand what if I break up with him, and a little after me he get another girl and she's glowing and happy because he's good to her....so now what? should I always follow my gutty feeling?
When I got to high school I was pure out off love and was ready to know what high school was about and see would I find my soul mate. I think I did but it only lasted for 8 months. We argued and had our ups and downs, good and bad days, But it ended when he went away. We still talked still from this day and we are cool and good friends, but It's weird talking to him on the phone knowing he use to be mines and he ask me about my formal boyfreind {IF I HAVE ONE AT THE TIME}. All I wanted to do is run away from my pass relationships and my first love and be happy and have a glow on my face. But some way and some how I end up back where I was lefted off at.CRYING and feeling LONELY and DEPRESSED. but everytime I think about him I just call my friends and their right there for me just when I need them the most. I try not to call him, But my HEART is lefted in the PASS!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE I GET PASSED ALL OF THIS
SINCERLEY, A LOST LOVE
How would you like to be remembered?
Submitted by Paulha66.
As a good very nice, smart respectful person!!!
School is about to end and im about to be a junior......yayy a new beginning! BUT i wish my freshman and my sophmore year went better than it did. I dont know if im going to come back, because its to much drama and to many shady people, but I learn to live with it because I experience it all. high school is alot to handle. you have to make sure your work is in on time and correct you have to be on time to your classes and you must respect others amd yourself!!!
"I cant wait to see what 2009 would have in stores for me"
What are you hoping for in the year 2009 ???
What do you hope for in the year 2009????
"2008, Here we come or are we leaving". Ever since 2008 has sprung around numerous of people has been serverly hurt in gang relations or has been shot to death. As we came in 2008 with cheer some left with pain and grief. And some stayed with tears for years. If I'm not mistaken 40% of Chicago Public Students has died within the last few months leaving behind love ones.Their use of guns has gotten out of control. Their using guns to prove that their brave and have guts doing something that others think is cool. Shooting to be a member of a gang, killing ones who have hatred for one another, and serverly hurting someone because your not in the same gang as them or your standing on what they call, "Their Territory".
Now that the violence has gotten out of hand the chicago police department are in forming us their shipping in "THE BIG ONES".Yes, I'm talking about guns. Do you actually think getting bigger guns going to help us with the shooting and killings that is taking place.......NO!! it's only going to make it worse. Personally I think that violence is not going to stop. As the years pass violene is going to increase and probably get badder than it already is.Last year violence was never this high and never talked about on a daily basis like this year violence is being talked about. "But sooner or later the killers will realize what they've done and regret it".
" Violence are like bugs where ever you go, you can not run from it"
I can totally agree with you. Ever since the new year there have been so many deaths. There is really... read more
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